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It is so strange how fast the six months have gone by, I remember writing my first blog and being so scared. Slowly but surely I started to get the hang of things, writing my DMP, reading the scrolls, my Press release, the recording, the poster, the daily exercises and the sits, which I am getting control on. I just can’t believe the New Blue Print, which has made me move out of my home to make more room for the kids. It was hard to do, but as they say you have to do one day at a time. My emotions some what all over the place right now, which I am trying to control.

1) I will practice acceptance. Today I will accept people, situations, circumstances and events as they occur. I will know that this moment is as it should be, because the whole universe is as it should be. I will not struggle against the whole, universe by struggling against this moment. My acceptance is total and complete. I accept things as they are in this moment, not as I wish they were.

2) Having accepted things as they are for, I will take responsibility for my situation and for all these events I see as problems. I know that taking responsibility means not blaming anyone or anything for my situations (and this includes myself). I also know that every problem is an opportunity in disguise, and this alertness to opportunities allows me to take this moment and transform it into a greater benefit.

3) Today my awareness will remain established in Defenselessness. I will relinquish the need to defend my point of view. I will feel no need to convince or persuade others to accept my point of view. I will remain open to all points of view and not be rigidly attached to any one of them.


I know that this is our last week of this course and it is a commencement week. As Mark J says, it is not the end, but is a beginning for us. When you come to know the truth it will make you free, to see the cement being chipped off.

Remember, and this is one of the most difficult as well as most wonderful statements to grasp….remember that no matter what the difficulty is, no matter where it is, no matter who is affected, you have no patient but yourself; you have nothing to do but to convince yourself of the truth which you desire to see manifested.”


The spiritual God which we believe in our mind, heart and say our prayer to him. The flashes, the motions of the brain, it is inspired by the ego, the spiritual I. In our life all we have is the five elements, which are the Fire,Water, Wood, Earth, and Metal. “It is our Life. Without it we would be dead. The minute the spirit leaves the body ,we are as nothing, but as dust. Until next time………..






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My last week’s blog is late, because we were moving. I didn’t get to watch the Webinar till Wednesday afternoon, now that I have done my reading twice a day to catch up.”

What is life? Life is time, which you should not be wasting, because it is too short….live life as if it is your last day, so enjoy every minute of it…..because you are not going to get younger, day by day you are getting older and wiser if say so. You learn from life….you make mistakes and learn to fix them. When observing others your brain is imaging is this how I would do this or not. Then we end up with fear in ourselves, thinking can I do this or not and we torment our self with the problems that we may never even witness! Let me ask you, can anybody purchase another breath, even-though he is willingly give all his gold? What price dare I place on the hours ahead? I will make them priceless! Therefore, each hour of this day will I cherish for it can never return.

Since we are here, we should be fulfilling all our duties of the kids, husband and families.


I live this day as if it is my last.”

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Today I shall fondle my children while they are young; tomorrow they will be gone, and so will I. Today I shall embrace my woman with the sweet kisses; tomorrow she will be gone, and so will I. Today I shall lift up a friend in need; tomorrow he will no longer cry for help,nor will I hear his cries. Today I shall give myself in sacrifice and work; tomorrow I will have nothing to give,and there will be none to receive.

Then we have emotions, which we need to master! The Life is a circle of moods and I am a part of nature and so like the tides, my moods rise and my moods fall.


Today I master my emotions.

If I feel depressed I Sing.

If I feel ill I double my labor.

If I feel poverty I think of the wealth to come.

If I feel insignificant I remember the goals.

There are time when I struggle myself and break down into tears and sadness, are some of the things. Sometime maybe there are some people who approach you with a smile and trying to lend you a hand, but then you thinking are you sure you want to be a friend with that person, maybe they are not the person.


If I become overconfident I recall my failures.

If I attain great wealth I remember one unfed mouth.

If I become overly proud I remember a moment of weakness .

Never ever judge a person on there first meeting, because you have no idea what kind of mood they are in, or what kind of day they had. If someone doesn’t treat you right the first time, give them time and do go back, we all have our days when we are all drained out, don’t feel like talking anyone at all. In our lives we go through so much, emotions, feeling hurt, sad, guilty feeling then we look forward to God and say please forgive us for the hurt or the harm that you have done to someone.

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With the Help of the MKMMA we sure have learned a lot from the last 23 week. All I can say that I have really come a long way with this. Today I begin a new life, I persist until I succeed, I am nature’s greatest miracle, I live this as if it is my last day and learned to master my emotions. Starting today I will multiply my values I got from this course.





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This week was a silence, NO T.V., NO INTERNET, NO PHONE. At first it seems as though it was impossible to do. First day I tried for 4 hours, went to the park….walked for an hour, then read for one hour and then I sat down to concentrate for a while, I started to feel a chill even though I had my warm jacket. After a while started to sneeze one after the other….out of my mouth comes excuse me, still, I try to stay quite and started to walk towards the car….I wasn’t thinking and started to open the car next to me. But his alarm went off and the person next to me who just came out, opened his car to see what had happened. Here I go again and said sorry, I thought it was my car, his wife laughed but he didn’t now what to say.

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My second try this Wednesday I spent 6 hours in the basement my self, while every body was out of the house, I left them note….I am doing my exercise for this week, NO TV, NO INTERNET, NO PHONE, 10:30 till 4:30 P.M., no books or anything else. It felt so different just sitting there, it took a while before my mind could concentrate, being connected to the other side I felt so Scared, felt the FEAR, thinking are you still alive or not seeing what you see for a while, then again my mind started to wonder off for a bit. Amazing to see what a little concentration can do for you, sitting there and asking yourself the question and waiting for God to give you the answer; felt like you were living in a different World. Whenever I have time I sure will sit another a day or more to get to the other side……. Until next time….

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I am whole perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!”

I always keep my promise.”




We can make our future with what we wish to be! When we think of our present self, what kind of a character we have become? Sometimes when we sit down to concentrate on thought, which leaves an impression on your heart & your brain….you can’t forget it at all.

When our thoughts have been filled with envy, hatred, jealousy, criticism or any other thought which brings about results of a different nature. Sometimes when you are angry you turn red…this shows how our thought can control our blood circulation. Our subconscious mind usually proceeds without our personal knowledge or directions.


Today I will master my emotions, so every day is a happy day and productive one. I will learn this secret of the ages: Weak is he who permits his thoughts to control his actions; strong is he who forces his actions to control his thoughts. Each day, when I awaken, I will follow this plan of battle before I am captured by the forces of sadness, self-pity and failure…”

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I know that some people are very good at the ability to do their best, but with me I am constantly struggling with myself & even break down into tears, sadness & wondering why can’t I smile all the time …..just like other people, some times I feel that I push myself too much…..When I am not putting to much pressure on myself I feel fine and normal just like normal people. With the new knowledge that I have correlated over the last 5 months, I started to recognize the mood swings, getting much better….taking initiative with all the things at it’s face value. Given thought of my concentration is getting much better than before. I am so great full for MKMMA giving me the chance to move a head in my life.

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Today I will be master of my emotions.” I am prepared to control whatever personality awakes in me each day. I will master the moods through positive actions and when I master my moods I will control my destiny. Today I control my destiny, and my destiny is to become the greatest salesman in the world! I will become master of myself. I will become great.”

I am whole perfect,strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!”

I always keep my promise.”



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What do you call a miracle in your life? About 16 years ago & another one at 6 years I had quite few struggles in my life, people didn’t want to talk to me for their own reasons. I learned to cope with, at the time my kid were in there teens…..we had our in-laws living with us, I went to work full time, made sure all the house work was done, because my in-laws were 80-90 years of age just came from India, & took care of the kids, made sure they participating in the sports after school. Send them to music lessons and dancing school on the Sundays, where I used to do volunteer work while they danced.

Years went by, we built our new home with seven bedrooms, six washrooms, living room, dining room, family room, theater room, big back and front yard. Few months later my father-in-law passed away at the age of 94, most of the people come to pay their condolences, and some never made the effort…I was really hurt. Two years to the date my mother-in-law passed on too, again some people came to pay their condolences, then I started to think am I really unworthy of all this, my family doesn’t care. After few years all my kids got married and had their own families.

In 2009 I was very sick and ended up in the Hospital for a while. No one had any clue what was going with me – the Dr.’s did many test after test and couldn’t seem to find the problem. A few weeks had gone by, then they sent me to different Hospital…. more specialist came in and did some other tests, while I was in so much pain. I couldn’t describe how bad I was feeling, the Dr.’s were giving high dose of pain killers every two-three hours. I was crying, wondering what was going to happen to me. In the meantime the family and friends would tell me to pray and listen to the prayers on the CD player.

A few more weeks went by and still no clue, some of my sibling started to show up in the hospital to see me, whom I had not seen for at least 11 years and my mother, it felt weird …what to say, what not say, it felt good that they had finely made the move. After few more test the Dr.’s found out that I had lucrative colitis,they told my husband that the surgery won’t be till tomorrow sometime. I told my husband to go home with my uncle, while my aunt stayed with me….after 20 minutes one of the nurses came to tell him to sign the papers as they needed to do the surgery right away. We were all so scared and afraid of what was going on. I was told that my hubby is going to sign the papers and that they should phone him. I couldn’t think of anything, asked my aunt to call my husband in the meantime and tell him to come back right away.

In the meantime, the nurses prepared me for the surgery, as soon as my hubby come and sign the paper they took me in minutes. After few hours when they came out the Dr. told my husband that if we had waited her intestine would have erupted, and we would have lost her. When I woke up it felt like I just got back from the heaven, the reason I say that is, because I remember seeing my sons taking my coffin in to the cold storage far, far away, through large tunnel and seeing everybody in white in the clouds, saw my DAD…who has passed way the year before; just couldn’t believe I was alive looking, where I was.

My kids were on holiday, they had no idea how sick I was, when they heard I was going to have surgery, they didn’t waste anytime or worry about losing money on the ticket which they had for few day later, instead got a new ticket for the whole family, and sister-in-law and her husband caught the first flight from L.A, at night got there at mid night came to see me, I remember little bits and pieces.

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I can’t believe that my pain was so bad again, which early in the morning, kept most of the patients up that night, they had given me some more high dose injections, I called everybody in the morning…. thinking I was dying, also I was seeing something else that morning…my whole world is dark, in that vision I saw a clay pot spinning over my house, don’t know what to make of it, when I talked to my daughter-in-law, she had the same dream….when she got up look around the whole house was dark, she got so scared didn’t know what to do, started to pray. After that I was always so afraid of a lot things, especially snakes.


After few week I had a Stroke, it has affected my right side, Hand, leg, face & speech problem. Was in the hospital for few months again, then the rehab center, for the treatments, physiotherapy, speech, working on my hand reading & writing. Finely home that meant a lot of exercises, speech therapy, working on the cross words puzzles. It took few years to get back, learning to read, write again, learn to drive again, started to play games on the internet for hour, started to do the house hold work. I am so glad that I never gave up on my hope on my life. I guess that is why I feel I so lucky that God has given me a second chance in life, all I can say that miracles do happen in life & I am fortunate to have that………….


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I am whole perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious & happy.”

I always keep my promise



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It has started few weeks ago, when I notice that I have slipped back in couple of things. All my blogs were on time till I had some company from out of town, because we took them out for few days to Whistler, few day to Victoria, then around town in Vancouver, which it left me very little time to do some of the things. Read the OG all the time, the morning was on time, but the afternoon one sometimes got & night was always late, the Service cards, WPOA cards, giving & receiving cards only once & exercises for all the weeks were done no matter what is was at night. What was I really thinking, if I had done everything else why not the other things?

 Didn’t get time to read all stack of the index cards all the time; the Sits all the time, listen to the recording all the time, sometimes the Press Release, the DMP, didn’t always go into the Alliances area either. This is all the FEAR I have in my mind, I f I don’t get my work done on time that I won’t pass in class. I want to be Proud of myself & Worthy of How far I have come & fell behind. Sometimes I feel I My plate is too full, then on the other hand I find it is empty, start to feel ANGER, HURT, GUILTY & UNWORTHY at myself.

 After watching the video of the Divorce Case made me think of, what the hell am I worried about, in that clips tells you make a list, is making the list going to help me overcome the fear I have. How will that help me? Won’t be hurt by someone or something in my life? Sometime I feel I can so much, but can’t make people happy on matter what I do for them… yet I feel guilty thinking I must have done something wrong to them! This is I have to say this week till next time…..

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This week I watch the movie “I AM” by Tom Shadyac the producer of his own life story & other movies. Tom Shadyac has a accident while riding his bike down a hill and he was admitted to the Virginia Medical VMAC Acute Care hospital for few months. Over the months his mental illness wasn’t getting better and he started to loose hope.

He had no and visitors no communication with the outside world and then finely he has started to recover from his sickness. When he was well enough to travel, he took his camera and crew of four to start making movies. He wanted to send a message to the World and tell what he has come to know, that World he was living in was a lie.

Tom had two questions, what’s wrong with our world? What can we do about it? In the beginning, he was asking everybody if they had seen the movie Ace Ventura that he had made; to which people kept on saying no. Until one lady said “yes, it was her and the family’s favorite movie” he just couldn’t believe it; what a smile on his face, it seems like he had hit the jackpot!

Humanity is going to require a substantially new way of thinking if it is a survive.”

Tom had started to make movies & became successful, he bought a “small” 7000 sq. feet home in the Beverly Hills. His success was touching the ceilings, then he had bought himself a mansion, flying private plane, and more properties. When the movers left, suddenly he felt all alone, he wasn’t happy. People are driven to go after wealth, bigger & bigger, but are they really happy? Even if they are living the dream of their life…are they happy? Money really doesn’t buy happiness. Tom’s Former Pasadena Estate & Furnishings 17,000 sq. Feet, 3 houses, 7 acres. People fighting, wars, people afraid of the monsters, the Stock Markets, now how do we separate the humanity from the natural world. The economy is most important in our lives. What about the love compassion?They study the Biologists Study of the Evolution of the Animals Cooperation. How they go into the groups and follow in flocks.

If you see someone hurt, you feel the pain that is the Neurons. We are hard wired for competent ground. Tom went to see his dad at the Hospital that treats kids with cancer for free. His dad was the model that had inspired him, when someone come in sick, they love them. Similar to when people are together in churches they hug, embrace and love each other as if there is no tomorrow. But, as soon as they walk out,they are on there way until next time when you meet again, not a lot people will hug or embrace on the streets. This where Tom gives free hugs to people on the street, just like Mark J. The heart is called the primary exists point to the spirits. When mass mind becomes highly focus.

By Jesus Christ

Love your enemies,

Bless them that curse you,

Do good to them those hate you,

and pray for them which despite-fully use you…

Love even the enemy!”

We should be grateful for our Science that it realizes and understands, the traditions, of the Eastern Religion and the spirituality is connections. We are all connected. How can we change things, when we have discrimination with the Blacks; when the white person say I am not going to service you, even when the person she is it because of my race. How do we change things? We should start with the conciseness, change our mind and the perspiration, doing small acts of kindness and build up, slowly the change will come one day. Then one day the Negroes Enrolled As Governor Yields, as Mandala say the black ,man won’t have been service the restaurant before, now stands before for the Oath. The change happen because we are concern. I come as a shock to Tom Shadyac, that he was a part of that caner in the world, but he wanted to be the part of the healing

By Ralph Waldo Emerson

Harder still it has proved to rule the dragon Money…..

A whole generation adopted false principles,and went to their graves in the belief they were enriching the country they were impoverishing.”

Finely Tom Shadyac slowly changed him self, in such away..sold his Pasadena Estate, Paintings, furnishings, and stopped flying his private Jet.. started to ride his bike to work. Started teaching at the Repperdine University, he has started to convenience the student what he had discovered, and decided to live in a mobile home North of Malibu, which the world won’t consider a successful way to live. In his voice was a lot of pain seeing the people ground, going through the garbage& begging, poverty, different countries, the world. The Young Millionaire Entrepreneur left the world wasn’t concerned about how successful he was, didn’t care about what the people thought, he just wanted to live his as simply as he can. God says I didn’t have any one else, expect you!

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By St Francis of Assisi

It was easy to love God in all that was beautiful.

The lesson of Deeper knowledge, though

in instructed me to embrace God in all things.”

We started with what was wrong with the World, we wanted what’s right with it!!!!

Gandhi Believed love is a force has the Power!!!”

I am whole, perfect, powerful, strong, loving, harmonious and happy.”

I always keep my promise.”